BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!

OMG!!! This year went from " i am involved in a lot" to "I think I got two hours of sleep last night" I am so busy and insanely tired. Sophomore year is gonna be the death of me!!! I love my classes and my friends have been awesome, Its just that everyone expects you to be a star in their class like their class is more important when in reality all of my classes are important. Teachers just seem to not understand what the hell we mean by "I'm in four other honors classes and you want this essay turned in TOMORROW?!?!" like they don't realize oh this kid hasn't slept in two weeks. UGH!! I'm so fed up... GRRR!

Life. Love. Happiness.

Life. What is the meaning of life? Is it to constantly be striving for happiness and perfection or is it to have fun and not worry because it seems as if you can have fun and be content or try so hard to be happy that you just wear yourself out and become father from happiness then you were in the beginning. Love. Love at 15? is it possible? If it is then I have not found it and am honestly okay with that if it wonders upon me I shall greet it with open arms but until then I am done looking. Happiness. What does the word Happiness mean? Does it mean to have everything around you start falling in place have everyone you know be ecstatic to have you around and does it mean to be perfectly content at every moment of everyday? Or is happiness a rare occasion that we should celebrate when it is near? Happiness to me comes in short  bursts and then leaves....But does happiness have the same definition to everyone?

1week down a bunch to go!

School.... What is there to say really? Besides talking about friends, classes, sports, clubs, and the amount of homework, what else is there? Looks like I'll start there. So, friends well so far I haven't had any bad experience with friends and it is sooo good to see everyone again. Sadly one of my best friends is a senior with a half day but I will live. Moving onto classes.... They are hard. Moving on! badminton is hard and I currently have a double-sprained ancle :( Clubs, Haven't started yet and there is about two hours of homework a night... ugh being in all honors is hard... Life goes on.
-B

Growing up?

So, today I woke in my friends bed, because I spent the night at her house....Not too weird. But, suddenly I realize she will be gone a year from now...to college. After two wonderful years of friendship we grew up. I mean I'm driving! Just last night we went to a party (no drugs, no alcohol) Regardless, It was a party. I mean soon we will all be living on our own, creating a world where our parents are just other adults in our lives. Where we become parents, and for me moving halfway across the U.S. Just yesterday I was playing barbies with my friends, and today I am almost an adult. Isn't strange how life can pass by so quickly and yet the days seem to go so slow? But, one day even after we have all grown up and moved away, had children, gotten married, and partied too hard in college...we will meet again. Because, life is one big circle, which  I think of as a pool and we are all water drops when one hits the surface of this "pool" and creates wrinkles in the water as soon as another drop hits we become connected.

Driving!!

So I'm 15years 6months and 14days old :) So, being 15 and 6months in the state of Arizona you can get your driving permit. Unless you're me....I had to wait three extra days which wasn't that bad. Okay so now I can legally drive, between the hours of 5am- 12am, with a licensed driver over the age of 21 in the front seat. So many rules!! Regardless driving is amazing I hope to inspire some of you non-drivers to get your permits!! Because waiting until your 17 like some people must really suck and I promise if i can pass the test you can too! So I know this blog wasn't that exciting but, hey cut me some slack I'm new to this :) so comment or just enjoy!!
-B

Almost Here!!

Can you believe how fast summer has gone? No? Me either!! It seems like just yesterday I was saying goodbye to all the seniors and to freshman year....WOW! that was almost three months ago. But, I'm almost happy the school years almost here because that means I get to see everyone I didn't get to see this summer. It also means I get to start my sports,clubs,classes,and fun after school hang outs with my friends. :) To all of those who will be freshman next year you are in for a big step up from middle school but trust me its a good step. You will be fine. To those who graduated, school won't be the same without you! And finally to my sophomores...GO CLASS OF 2013!!! WOO HOO!! only three years left and counting :) Can't wait to see everyone....
-B